bah, got tired of looking at my old one -,-
just doin the usual stuff, trying to get cosplays ready, working, trying to get my story together, trying not to go all out crazy from thinking waaaay to much
those who read this actually talk to me so the only real reason for journals is for the random quiz riiight?
i was bored, neeeh >b

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...
7. With the final question listen to your heart

Opening Credits: "Life" Yui Horie

Waking Up: "624 Part1" fat jon

First Day At School: "Summer Love" Skoop On Somebody

Falling In Love: "River Of Crystals" Kenji Kawai

Fight Song: "The Blues" Switchfoot

Breaking Up: "My Will" dream (( o...m...g... ))

Prom: "Unreachable" Ashlee Simpson

Life's OK: "Viva Rock ~Japanese Side~" - ORANGE RANGE

Mental Breakdown: "I'm Dying" VAST

Driving: "Bodies" Drowning Pool (( XDD ))

Flashback: "All For Love" Bryan Adams, Rod Stewart, Sting

Getting Back Together: "Duvet ( Cyberia Mix By: DJ Wase )" Boa

Wedding: "Fall Away" The Fray

Birth of Child: "Unwritten" Natasha Beddingfield

Final Battle: "How Soon Is Now" Love Spit Love

Death Scene: "Eternal" Evanesence

Funeral Scene: "Kairi II" Yoko Shimomura

Ending Credits: "One By One" Enya (( wow, i actually had an ending to Dark&Light to this song ( back when i was still in the 'testing ideas' part ) -,-000 ))

What Genre Is Your Film: Drama/Sentimental/Comedy

THE CHARACTER QUIZ!! Your OC (made-up) Character

>>>BASICS

>>1)What's your character's name? Ruka Kekanna
>>2)How old is he/she? in the newest storyline 23 ( though it changes very often )
>>3)Is your OC a boy or girl? girl
>>4)What's his/her race? Elemental

>>>APPEARANCE
>>1)If this character were to suddenly become part of the 3D world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get? she's stick out like a sore thumb, at least for awhile until she figures out where she's at and how to blend it.....she might fit in at a Anime Convention just fine though XD
>>2)Is your character considered normal in his/her own world? veeeeeery far from
>>3)What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)? her snow white hair and her eyes

>>> PERSONALITY
>>1)Temper? before she didn't have one, now you would be lucky to make it out alive if you pissed her off
>>2)Does your character ever get depressed? the better question is "is your character ever happy?....ever??"
>>3)Leader or Follower? doesn't want to lead and hates to follow
>>4)What is the main aspect of his/her personality? how hurt she's become that it has changed her into a totally different person

>>>HISTORY
>>1) Did your OC have a family of any sort? kinda, in the story she doesn't know who her real parents are and the people that rased her are all dead now
>>2) Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why? yes, she hates to be around other people. though she always seems to get stuck with a little group every now and then. ( she travels allot )
>>3)Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events? YEEES
>>4)What was probably the best time in his/her life so far? the time between 16-18
>>1) Single? yes, doesn't trust anyone enough to every let them get anywhere near that close to her
>>2) Had your OC developed any romantic relationships? yes, one very serious one that ended when she was 18
>>3) Virgin? no
>>4) Does your character like flirting? nope, will actually walk away from a guy who is trying to flirt with her.

>>>SYMBOLISM
>>1) What animal would you associate your OC with? a white wolf
2) Musical Instrument? a violin
3) Element? light
4)Planet? born on Elemental Water planet, but if i had to pick one that would be for her i would say it would be Niu ( meaning behind this will come later...bwahahaha )
1) Do you draw your character? just about everytime i draw
>>2) Do you write about him/her? yes, though most of it is in my head >b
>>3) Do you use him/her in any rpgs? for the longest time no, but more resently i have
>>4)What other ways have you appreciated your OC? she can be me if i let myself become so distant from the world. allot of what she's gone through has happened to me, no matter what version of her i draw/rp/make stories on, she'll always be a part of me.

>>>RANDOMIZE!
>>1) Is your character wanted for anything? heh heh, quite a few things
>>2) What are three weaknesses in him/her? very untrusting of everyone, shots first asks questions later, her mouth will get her into trouble
>>3) Strengths? very untrusting of people ( if your warry of someone your not gonna leap into some stupid crap ), very kind hearted though she doesn't like to show it, can change
>>4) Does your OC drink or smoke (etc.)? yes, every second of every day....she's not a very good role model >b
>>5) What's one quirk about him/her? doesn't talk to anyone, doesn't let any of her pent up emotions out
>>6) Does your character have any phobias? at times hights, people getting to close
>>7) What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage? seeing Hunter again
>>8) Does your OC like chickens? yes, though Sakura and Luna look at her like she's crazy when she mentions a food tastes like chicken

>>>>>THE FINAL QUESTION
What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like? silent understanding friendship, if she where real i don't think we'd talk much...just enjoy each other company while playing a game or something

-Ruka

Song of the Moment
Night lift up the shades
let in the brilliant light of morning
but steady there now
for I am weak and starving for mercy
sleep has left me alone
to carry the weight of unravelling where we went wrong
it's all I can do to hang on
to keep me from falling
into old familiar shoes

how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

love has made me a fool
it set me on fire and watched as I floundered
unable to speak
except to cry out and wait for your answer
but you come around in your time
speaking of fabulous places
create an oasis
dries up as soon as you're gone
you leave me here burning
in this desert without you

how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

everything changes
everything falls apart
can't stop to feel myself losing control
but deep in my senses I know

how stupid could I be
a simpleton could see
that you're no good for me
but you're the only one I see

"Stupid" By: Sarah McLachlan

Sarah McLachlan "Stupid" Music Video YouTube

I’m a daydreamer…
The daydreamers are silly persons… We create our own illusions, we imagine perfect worlds, we run after our own dreams… we struggle for our ideals. We always do all the efforts, we always spend all our energy to reach our ideals, to follows our illusions…
But the reality doesn’t follow our rules… The reality is always worst than our dreams… It’s grey, trivial and banal… Our fragile dreams are ephemeral and every times they die out, our heart feels a terrible pain... We are like the moths that try to reach the light… we only get hurts.
We are hopeless…
By Galhad
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